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i thought i had seen movies that shook me to my core; that made me have realizations that i thought were monumental. i just finished Rachel Getting Married and my eyes are red and puffy, my head aches and my stomach is grumbling because it was a roller-coaster of sorts, but it was an incredible experience. i'm not going to go too deep into this, but this movie made me acknowledge things that i forgot were waiting to be acknowledged, and while it sucks, and while i feel a bit more weight on my shoulders, i feel good. it's a great movie for sisters and a great movie for people who have dealt with big things. it's not delicate, it's very honest and, despite everything i have said about the oscars and benjy b. and slumdawg, this movie should have been nominated, and it should have won. and i swear to god, had there been no scenes of a crying dad i would have been fine. crying dads get me everytime. and btw, i didn't know this before i saw it, but the guy from TV on the Radio plays the groom (and he does a REALLY good job). cooooool.

coachella pt. 2

heaven. 

glock got popped

as badass as guns can look, when they get into the wrong hands they lose all coolness. nothing has happened recently in my life involving death by bullet, but this video i stumbled upon makes a pretty good statement. and it's fun to watch up to a point. you'll see. 

Q

i was taking the "which disney/pixar character are you?" quiz out loud yesterday and my dad chimes in "you're the balloons on the balloon house." 

i felt like it was a rare moment, something special that usually would not happen in my household. my dad has been becoming more and more up to date on the outside world (meaning the world outside of hot rods and car shows) and he's also been becoming more outwardly thoughtful. he is aware that my two favorite pixar movies are Ratatouille and WALL E, yet he tells me i'm a bunch of balloons. it must mean something. 

pengy

this is why penguins are my favorite animals. they're so personable! and fast.

txt msg ing

(607): I had a dream last night that I was the one that killed Biggie.

finally, one that's not grotesquely sexual. though those are pretty great.

and this one, so good: (614): The way white people respond to them, you'd think Journey was the president of Caucasia.